inspired by YOU.

you make me tears,
yet again, you wipe off my tears and put smile on my face.

….

Love floods us with hope,
& can make you do things that you never thought possible.

….

slowly, my eye lids got really heavy, and I know it’s time for bed.
I had a cup of water, switch on my table lamp and went to bed, just right before I close my eyes, I had an ominous feeling, and there, something terror happened.

I saw a black shadow fly pass, and then, disappear at my study stable. A humongous shadow. I got freak out, and jump up from my bed. My sister was sleeping soundly beside me, I didn’t want to wake her up.

I got near to my table alone, and, I saw a dark nasty creature, I almost got shock to death.I calm myself down…. took out a weapon from my study table…

& decided to finish up that “creature” all by my own.

I saw that husky creature crawling to the edge of my study table. without wasting any time, i gave the nasty creature one-two punch. and again, it disappear from my view.

My heart was beating extremely fast. When i was really panic and desperately want to know where that creature is, I saw it creeping right under my table. I quickly give it another one-two punch.

after that,….

I officially pronounce it death.

& now..

I shall reveal you the…

but, I did not exaggerate on how I feel.
and people. This is my 1st time killing such thing. gosh! *amithaba*

and yea, my weapon = newspaper. yea. lol.

alright, gotto go back to study. =)

Life is to be fortified by many friendships.
To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.

…

2nd barred list is out yet I couldn’t find any days to skipped class.
still go to class to take exam tips from lecturer and to complete my presentation.

and bout today, it’s the last day of my sem2. I thinks this sem ended pretty fast, it’s just like in a blink of eye, maybe, there isn’t as much dramas as what our class had during sem1. lmao. Wanted to skipped class and sleep at home instead.
but hell, the management make it today the day for us to collect our exam slip. have no choice and went for class. I end up sleeping 3/4 of the time in the class. *paiseh*

yesterday, THRUSDAY,

had my marketing presentation. the last presentation for this sem.
I dressed up in formal properly, and me, the make up noob, tried to make up myself as nice as possible w/o lashes*cause putting it up is very time consuming, so, just mascara will do*.

camwhore session before the presentation, with an excuse that it will makes me less nervous.
okie, that’s lame, i know.

in the end, I dragged her in for a pic.
haha, background-er also must be credit.

&, according to the lecturer, our group has the highest marks. teehee. class ended earlier, decided not to wait for yeewei and just take a bus to Pyramid.
waited the bus at the bus stop for at hour. wth.

jiashin called when I am still waiting, asking me whether I want to join her for some blogger event at mist club, bangsar. I said okie.

then, continue waiting for the bus, till one moment I can’t stand, together will maggie and Vingent we took a cab.

Reach Sunway, went to PDA Arena to collect my pc fair paid.

Reach home around 5, and Ellie*MISSY CHEERIO* came to fetch me along with JiaShin. Then went to Bangsar together with Kat along.

location – mist club, bangsar.
time – 8pm.
event – ruumz party.

Reached there, saw Josh from ADVERTLETS.

jiashin & josh.

jiashin, me & derek.

this photo with my face partially covered somehow looks better…..

than this. hmmm.

jiashin, me likey. *hearts*

i like this pic, somehow.

jeyue is so TAAAALLLL.

talking bout tall, I saw a lady there who’s freaking tall.
even I am with heels, I only reach her shoulder. gosh!

jeyue, you lose d la.

zhengwei.

zw :” what face you like?”
me :” ern, stupid face.”
zw:” alright.”

haha. this is the result.

kat, me & ellie.

renee. =)

& the gay patner.

managed to have a pic with amanda choe.

oh yea, met a few people from nuffnang.
The co-founder-Timothy Tiah, Nicholas, Yeehao, Pinky Tham* i like the name*, Melissa, etc.
I was shocked when Nicholas called me. Joined them and get to know them. They are all really friendly people. so glad. =)

& melissa.

Had fun there as there’re plenty of pretty girls*woots* & tonnes of friendly people.
Thanks Jiashin for asking me along, this is kinda the 1st time me joining a blogger event. =)

We left early, around 10.

p.s. – I want to study! =)

& I am in a good mood today, cause, I had chocolates. =)

• A 说我给不了男人要的那种安全感。

男人又曾几给过我那我要的安全感？哪来的资格跟我谈安全感?

男人永远要求女人”这样”，自己却从来不”这样”。

• B 说追求我的都会是一些不三不四的男人，和我在一起的

也不会是好人。

他说，正经的好男人，绝对不会看上我这种女人。这是多大的耻辱啊？

是在暗示说我是个不正经的坏女人吗？他凭什么这样看我？

我做事一向问心无愧，好男人看不上我，是我的错吗？

也许吧，网上显示，然男人活受罪的五种女人中，我是其中的四种。他妈的。

1.一个想要改变男人的女人 （ X )

她总觉得对方不够完美，但仍“坚信对方的潜力”，会用尽一切手段把对方变成她

所需要的人。

2.一个没有自我的女人 （ O )

她可能从未好好关爱过自己。

3.一个没有底线的女人 （ O )

一旦她爱上什么人，即使对方根本不会属于她，她也不会放弃，她会等待，在等待

中更加努力地去做跨越底线的事情。

4.一个拒绝真实的女人 （ O )

她怀疑一切，包括爱情，因为她的心理无法承受爱的温馨。

5.一个“自虐”的女人 （ O )

她愿意与那些在情感、生活上不顺利且问题不断的人在一起，从他们身上寻找慰

藉，以此掩饰她自身的困惑与不负责任。

• C 说我因该是个被人捧在手心上疼爱的女人。

我又何其不想？就像某某人说的，我爱的不是我的爱人， 爱我的也不会是我爱的。

总之，哑巴吃黄莲，有苦说不出咯。

You may call it madness,
but I call it love.

…

1st of all. Someone is finally legal today.
No longer a kid. lol.

& then, he changed into the pink top the guys gave him.
*it’s a top for female. yea*

He’s freaking daring,
can pose for the camera in front the toilet of UTAR somemore.
I wonder what will happen if the management see him. lmao.

Sociology lecturer came it, stunt for awhile.
Fan then said, ” culture shock? “

After the barred list is out, the absentees increased.
We were there just to get the final exam tips from the lecturers.

* oops, I heard that the Uni management is looking at our blogs,
blahh, who cares, that’s the truth though *

After classes, we went secret recipe.

What i ate/drink today :

• milk
• muffins
• chicken burger
• secret recipe white chocolate cake
• Wendy’s baked potatoes

haha. chop me. I ate so much mainly I wasn’t really in the mood to day.
I smile outside doesn’t means that I am inside.

- what the hell, I am getting emo over those things that I love. what a weirdo.

& the guilt of eating so much is now killing me. help!

I am so gonna skip meal tomorrow, to make it up for today.

Last but not least,

Failed to celebrate with you this year, we will make it on the next year alright?
pinky promise. *smile*

& for now,
Another set photo from the last photoshooting.

p/s – The best way to find out if I can trust you is to trust you. so yea.

Don’t frown, because you never know when
someone is falling in love with your smile.

…

Celebrated Carmen’s belated 18th birthday yesterday.
We 1st go to Chianwei’s house to bake a cake for Carmen.
While waiting for the cake’s recipe from kehui’s mom, we colored our nails.

pink. ngenge.
*pure candid*

ahhhh. hiao gilerr.
*pure candid*

and a decent one.

Then, the 3 ladies went out to get the cake ingredients.

Kehui is driving a manual car today, because her car is in service.
It signifying that we are facing some trouble.

Kehui is poor is coordinating the clutch and the accelerater.

and ha, in such a short distance, the car engine died many a few times.

reach chianwei’s house.

start the baking process.
my 1st time baking a cake. yea.

heating it up.

Then we were all off to bath, dress up and make up.

suddenly, Chianwei’s bro shout.
“woi, burnt already!”

*chianwei is bathing*

Kehui :” Nola, not time yet also.”
me:” uh, but, black already o.”
Kehui :” chocolate cake memang is black one larr.”
me:” ohh.”

Opened the oven. Chianwei’s bro help us to take it out from the oven.

& this is the result.
Chianwei’s brother :” you all bake cake, don’t know cake burnt, tsk.”

We were like ohhh shit.
poke poke poke.
and discover the lower part is just nice.
and so, we chopped of the top part.

and decorated it woth some toppings.

ha, pretty still.

& it tastes really good.

Promised to fetch Carmen out on 5.30pm, but when we leave already 6.30pm.
Carmen didn’t know we bake a cake for her, so we lied and said that kehui’s car break down.
& might to make it that day.

A candid shot of myself.

Kehui said the goverment to enforce another new rules, which is.
” Do not take photo in the car “

fetched Carmen, *she’s happy to see us, despite us lying to her*
and then, headed to the Curve.

* Kehui’s car engine died A FEW times, yea. *

Reach the curve.

going up. in the lift.

Had our dinner @ Marche, The Curve.

some pictures of the food. just to make your mouth watery.

girls in the loo.

Remember we took a pic in the lift when we reach?
we did it AGAIN. and worst, we actually go up and down a few times, to take more shots. lol.

kehui say she wants something different.

& something stupid.
Exclude carmen, can.

On the way back to Carmen’s house.

Kehui’s car engine died a few times AGAIN.
& she has no sense of direction at all.

Carmen was tuning the radio, and she shouted:” stop, stop, stop!” when it reaches the frequency she wants. and Kehui smartly thought she is asking her to stop. lol.

Still, we got back to Carmen’s house in one piece.

Carmen loves the cake.

we were in the same class till form 3.
till, carmen left to aussie.
& the other 3 of us got seperated in form 4.

the princesses of 3budi?

I knew this girl since I am 10 years old.
It has been 8 years in a blink of eyes.

and now what’s with kehui’s expression.
I have no idea.

the kehui, as usual la,
she’s always insane.

Chow Carmen, u’re officially 18 now.

hAPPY bIRTHDAY!
lady, all the best.

* we have no candles, so we actually use matches as the sub of candles*
brilliant us.

spot us?

us? or wine?

in the end, we decided to go right in front of it. lol.

alright, and here goes the 3 fav pic of mine of the second set =)

p/s – I haven’t start study yet. someone,
wake me up from the dreamland. gosh!

tuning to 范逸臣 – 情书